Friday, 19 August 2016

19th August, Friday.

Hello people, how's your day?

Last two days, didn't went home because i went to stay at hostel. Last Wednesday, i decide to stay at hostel is because the next day there will be a BBQ session with my fellow colleagues. It was hosted by a customer of ours, so my brother said that when we reach hostel he will cook for us to eat. So me and one of my friends return to the hostel first, while waiting for him to come back. But ... He went to boys club. So we waited for him to come back. At around 4.30AM, p' Gun come to me and say she want go see Merlion. I was like "see merlion? At this timing?" She said she want to go, since she last day so i said okay i go with you, but i'm hungry. She said nevermind, you go with me i cook for you. I was laughing all the way, almost died, After eating, i said "p'gun, i was first then we go okay?" She replied "Don't need i wash i wash, you relax". HAHAHA, she will say like that is because she really want me to bring her go see Merlion, so she done all the chores for me. HAHAHA. So around 5am we depart to go see Merlion, but at that timing there's no water come out from the Merlion mouth, she asked me " Ashley, why no pui up?" I laughed and say because sleep already. HAHAHAHA, she was like "I don't care ask her pui water come out now" I laughed till almost i had cramps. After taking pictures of the Merlion i asked her where do she still want to go, i go with her. She said no more already lets go home. I was like okay....... 4.30am cab here take picture of Merlion then go home. Really... Okay.... Thats quite fun. Once we reached hostel, we thought they came back from boys club. When we walked in and check, they haven't come back, that time was 6am plus going 7am. So i decided to shower first. At around 7.10am they FINALLY come back. So we ate our supper then we head to bed and prepare for the next day. 

Next day, i woke up like 11am, because P'Baby say she want go early and play mahjiong. So we went early, but i didn't know how to play. So i just seat one corner catching Pokemon while waiting for others to reach. The chalet over there really lots of Pokemon, Around 3.30pm, they call me and ask me where's the place because they was lost. So i went out and picked them up and P'Joe start bbq-ing. One group, playing mahjong another group playing cards. While i was playing with my Pokemon and enjoy eating over there. Yesterday i almost caught till a Pikachu but it ran away, i was like WTF. My Pikachu T.T After that around 7.30 we went off to work together. After we end work, they wanted to go the chalet again to play mahjong, so we went back to hostel because baby want to cook to bring chalet. In the end.. we didn't go at all, i slept awhile at hostel then i went home. 

This few days, my flowers are like shit. I hope today will be a better one. 

Singers at Club Tryst, with the Singer Manager. 
 P'Sao & P'Chai
 Model Edok. 5555+
 Otah Uncle Boon



Sometimes people can be fake, but just believe in yourself. Don't care what other people say. Because only you know yourself the best. 

“How hard that i have to erase you from my head, the inner memories still here reminding me. bringing up all the old days about you and me again and again. The closer you are, the more difficult. Do you not understand the one who was left behind, still got the wound in heart to be cured. I’m trying to get rid of it, but you are trying to get hold of it. Do you not feel any guilt, that you still keep it on. If you don’t love me so do not care about me, do not be nice to me. If you don’t love me, so do not be worried about me. If you don’t love me, so do not do anything about me. Because my heart is still vulnerable. If you don’t love me, so do not call me and ask if i am still alright. Because your familiar voice will hurt me more. Please stop, if you do not love me, so please let me go. You keep sending me the same text, people keep saying that you ask them whether i’m still okay without you. No matter what you want in the end, just want you to know that this is how i never want it to be." 

Tuesday, 16 August 2016

16 August / 0420pm.

Hi, I'm back to update my 3rd post.

Last night went to work, i thought there will be no customer. But last night was not bad i guess. I was abit drunk but i had fun during work. My brother Joe told me that treat everyday as Friday and Saturday. So customer would come back, i laughed. Last night after work, i went other place with my working sister and brothers because P'Gun last day, wanna enjoy the night with everybody before he/she left. I almost lost my voice last night because we was so high. But it was a fun and memorable night. After that i went to their home to eat, P'Baby and P'Joe cook some soup and green curry for supper. So i stayed there had my supper and had a few of chit chat session out there. Later going to work again,  hope everything will go smoothly.

I know i shouldn't treat him that serious. But i think i' m starting to fall. What should i do? I want to avoid you, but i just can't bring myself to do it. Well i guess, i should treat you as my P'Chai instead. Because i know it's impossible.





















"I sit alone and stare at the mirror, which reflects the light from the full moon. I'm confined with loneliness, living among the shadow that can't speak. Listening to old song that we both knew, but i don't even know what they mean. If i could just close my eyes for once, and see you, my eternal one. If love were to happen in dreams, we kissed as a strangers, calendars wouldn't distinguish the days as though i never rely on it. But i want you to meet me, we elope without looking at each other. Kiss to bid farewell to our relationship. Before i let you vanish away, as if i don't know you. I go over every different scenarios whenever i wake up. Poems have no meaning, I foolishly pray for a blessing, if i were to get another chance i'll enchant you with the moon's current."

Sunday, 14 August 2016

14th August, Sunday.

Hi, how's your week? I was rather busy this week, can't really sleep well and need to go work at night.

This few days been very busy with memorising lyrics. Remembering lyrics is my weakness. I hope i could remember the lyrics by this Friday for band practice. 555 +++

Sometimes i've been thinking should i give up. I just feel that when you need me you call me, when you don't need? Do you even think of how i feel, where do i stand in your heart? You said you love me, i don't know whether should i believe it. Because we both work under the same industry, i know how everything goes. I choose to distance from you because i scared i will fall. If i do really stand a place in your heart, if you truly love me. Then prove it, words doesn't means anything. Sometimes i'm scared, because we both come from different country. Sometimes, i don't know whether is it worth to take this risk.

"A person who's exhausted and weak has you come into my life on a lonely day. I remind myself quietly that i should restrain myself. I don't want it to occur repeatedly, don't want to devote wholeheartedly to someone, I scared it might turn into another nightmare. You might be like the cold water that heals my heart, or you might be the fire that comes and burn. Sometimes, your heart seems to be difficult to predict. I know i must stop here, but i let my heart continue to love without any reason, love you unconditionally and without caring what tomorrow will be like. If your heart isn't real like that, could you please stop me? Before my heart will love you more than I already am. Before my heart will love someone once more."

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Thursday, 11 August 2016

11th August | Thursday.

Hello everyone. I'm Back to blog. Well, i deleted my blog last time because i feel i didn't blogged much. But now i've recreated new blog. Well, i would try to post as much as i could. :D

Well, today woke up early with an hangover. Drank too much last night while working. Ordered myself some sashimi. But now too full can't seems to go back to sleep. I shall watch some movies and spongebob till i fall asleep. Since it's my off day today. HAHAHA.

Alright, i don't know what to write anymore. Let the pictures do the talking then. HAHAHA.

My Brother Wei Keong




My sisters since ITE. 
Geraldine & Teressa.

Sister from Vietnam, Anna 




 Friends since Secondary, it's been like 4-5 years and we went on our first overseas Trip. There's more to come.






 This is the video footage of our first overseas trip to bangkok together the hotel room. DAMN FUCKING BIG.


 RCA, we party like nobody business during songkran.









True Love Cafe, its a must to go.




 This drawing was drew when we was at chaktuchak.

 Last day in Bangkok.







 Practice makes things perfect. Though it's not 100% perfect. HAHAHA

 EDOK Number 1.







 Party animals.

 Done nails for the first time at Union Mall.


After long day of shopping, lets get some food.







Oppa Gangnam Style ~

Khop khun Nong for the korean BBQ at thailand.

My Nong Chai From thailand.














 Long time no see, Samanthaaaaaaa.

 My partner Nana.



 During Anniversary. I look fat chai mai? 5555


With p" Chai




 Stupid Cousin.





 Ge Ge



 My favourite korean band. Their voice is just so perfect.

















Thanks for coming down and celebrate my birthday with me. Love you guys.









P' Gun






Edok number 2. 

When customer haven't come, we just take as many selfie as we could. 



I will upload the rest of the photos tmr. I need to go memories my
lyrics. ): Sigh.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cBOE1aUNZVo&feature=youtu.be
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5nyH3FVNO0&feature=youtu.be